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Fragile Tension

It is funny how you lose faith in some things, then discover that your faith in other things are renewed.
There is always something keeping you connected, secure.
Some kind of anchor.

I am grateful for mine. Read More
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Dance With Me

It is so easy to fall back into the same patterns, time and time again.

I'm doing it right now. Read More
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The Way It Used To Be

I miss being 3.

I miss it so much it hurts.

Dear Universe,

Take me back to 1994.
And let me sleep in my old room tonight.
And let me wake up to the scent of freshly peeled peaches.
Keep me in an endless summer.

Rewind, rewind my life.
And loop the summer of 1994. Read More
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The Moment I Said It

I was so focused on the act of jumping into the ocean that I forgot I would have to swim once I was in. Read More
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Crash

Dear Universe,

We no longer share the same sense of humor.

Love,

Sarp Read More
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You've Got The Love

And I fall in love with songs because they break my heart. Read More
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Love Story

I have to remind myself to think inconvenient thoughts sometimes. Read More
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Devastated

I feel like dancing again.

And I wouldn't mind some butterflies right now. Read More
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Pick Up the Phone

Just because you're familiar, doesn't mean you can't surprise me now, does it?
In fact, I'm counting on you to surprise me, to convince me to stay.
Shatter my convictions again. Shock me.
I beg you. Read More
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Bleeding Heart

It's crazy, the spell you had me under.

I hear the wind blowing outside, ready to sweep me up off my feet and take me places. Ready to make my head spin until gravity is no more than a memory and clouds are all I can see.

The funny part is, I no longer find it terrifying. Read More
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Natural High

Re-tuned. Read More
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Hello

I'm not sure if it is better to have no expectations, but I had none and I had fun tonight.
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I missed this - this feeling.
I feel good.
Good, without the biting of the lips, without the frowns.
On and on, the beat goes... Read More
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Hello

Is it better to have no expectations? Read More
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Here With Me

...But you don't exist yet. You're not real, and your features are only defined by my imagination.
I have not seen your smile, I have not heard your laugh, and I have not touched your skin.
We have never spoken, and it breaks my heart to think that you're out there somewhere, waiting.
Like me. Read More
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Black Panther

Something pretty glows in the background as I listen to my favorite genre of music.

I've never really explained why I write here, have I?

It is my attempt at reconciling with me, by casting everything that I think, that I feel, out there, into the universe. Like casting stones into the sea - I don't always see the ripples, but it feels good to know that part of me exists outside of myself. Read More

About Me

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Full of life, colorful, happy - always, always happy. His life is a dance floor, music flows in him, through him, he never gets tired of dancing, of laughing, talking, creating and thinking. He is flamboyant and audacious, and content at being so. He lives to enjoy the color spectrum in all its great impossibility.

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